I wish that I could split myself in two.

If I could, I would leave one of me here with you in Moscow forever.  If I could have split myself in half I probably would have left one of me in Canada with my friends and family long ago, and it would be the third me going off to California. I’d probably make a fourth me just to wander the Earth for a little while more, discovering new places and people to fall in love with.

But I can’t split myself in two. So in just a few weeks it will be all of me leaving Moscow. And that’s the great tragedy of life: we only get one.

CSKA fans are fucking crazy. #moscow #russia #football

CSKA fans are fucking crazy. #moscow #russia #football

When medieval Lithuanian history meets 20th century science fiction #Gediminas #StarWars

When medieval Lithuanian history meets 20th century science fiction #Gediminas #StarWars

Brett goes to #Vilnius. It’s a #holiday, go hog wild.

Brett goes to #Vilnius. It’s a #holiday, go hog wild.

#Cat on a #roof in #Riga #Latvia (at Black Magic Bar)

#Cat on a #roof in #Riga #Latvia (at Black Magic Bar)

This is a real photo of the #plane I took today

This is a real photo of the #plane I took today

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A great day of classical music, thanks @fuutobelikeyou

A great day of classical music, thanks @fuutobelikeyou

Anonymous asked: do you recommend people of color stay in moscow for an extended time period?

I should preface this by saying that I am not a person of colour and my voice cannot speak for their experiences. Although she lives in St. Petersburg not Moscow, this blog is essential reading about the experience of POCs in Russia and suggest getting in touch with her if you haven’t already: http://blackgirlinrussia.tumblr.com/

I can’t tell you what it’s like to be an African-American in Moscow, but I can tell you that there is even a certain hostility directed at you for being an American. There’s also a certain fetishization, both of which I think are amplified if you’re black.

Be prepared for offhand racism. There is no ‘political correctness’ here. Even educated, progressive-minded Muscovites will throw around the word “nigger” even when speaking in English. When you tell them that, yes, you understand that the word негр in Russian is not offensive (and in fact it’s ruder to call someone чёрный (black)) but that in English it’s the opposite they will laugh and say “Well, welcome to Russia,” as if they enjoy being racially insensitive.

Be prepared to be stared at, to have people approach you in the street, to receive all sorts of comments. All of that might scare some people off, and that’s understandable. 

It’s easy to find the stories of Africans and African-Americans who have suffered from some pretty awful racism including physical violence. From what I’ve seen though, it seems like the real HATRED here is directed towards migrants from Central Asia and the Caucasus, simply because there are more of them (the same reason there’s more hatred towards Latinos in the States than towards, say, South Asians.)

And all that being said, if you do choose to come to Moscow, I should remind you that it is a huge, and diverse, and amazing city and you will find TONS of Russians who do respect you and to whom your race is of no concern. I personally know two Africans who have been here for almost a decade each and love it.

I killed a boar

I killed a boar

#beer and #fish one stop shopping (at Оазис)

#beer and #fish one stop shopping (at Оазис)

Tags: beer fish